i am HOT ?! Geezzzzz

You Play it Cool

You're not in your face, smokin' hot... and it's all by design You have a carefully crafted cool persona, leaving everyone wanting to know just a little more.

Are You Hot?

Buaya Darat

Ga nyangka bgt... orang yg selama ini ak anggep co baek2, yg berstatus sebagai co ku, ternyata cuma seorang buaya! ak bener2 ga nyangka, dia isa nyium tira, paksa lagi! ga tau pa sakit nya ak gimana? lom lagi, dia malah mentingin minta maaf sama tira dulu. sialan sialan!!! gimana mungkin si ak ketipu???? sakit nya minta ampun.......................
Ternyata co emang SEMUA nya buaya darat!!! shit, bisa bisa nya jose malah nyuruh ak nyampein maaf nya buat tira. ga punya perasaan!!! ga tau pa ak aja sakit nya minta ampun. bener2 kurang ajar!! jadi selama ini yg dia bilang ke ak, sms2 dia, yg bilang klo dia sayang sama ak, semua puisi2 romantis itu cuma BULL SHIT!!!
Ak musti kuat, ak ga boleh kalah sama buaya2 itu. ga blh....... emang sekarang rasa nya sakit bgt... tp pasti ak bisa bertahan. harus.

I Miss You

please calling me back Lord...

How i miss you

take me back to Your arms

WHat PeOpLE loOks iN Me...?

ak lg bete. banget. gara2 di kerja. gara2 mas handoyo jelek. gara2 semua... heran napa si ak isa di cap sbg tukang chatting, hey, maybe i used to be, but i'm not anymore. bahkan ada banyak yg lebih parah dr ak kan. yg ngebetein lg, mas handoyo itu. pokok nya makan ati.........!!
phew............ ak capek. bgt. cuma gimana? orang2 terlanjur liat ak sebagai mita yg ceria. yg nda pernah sedih atau marah. pagi ini sebenernya ak nda mau jaga.. ak pengen istirahat, tp gimana? devy maksa minta digantiin en nda ada lg yg isa gantiin. tau napa, ak bosen bgt kerja disini.. pengen deh cari kerjaan baru. tp dimana en gimana? ak sendiri ga tau..?
tp dipikir2... toh ak punya Yesus. klo Yesus dibelakang ku, ak nda perlu khawatir soal apapun kan? Dia nda bakal membiarkan namaNYa dipermalukan.... gimana2 ak di dunia ini ngebawa nama Yesus, ak jd model Dia di dunia ini. jd ak harus memandang segalanya dr segi positif, iya kan? ak musti berusaha memperbaiki diriku, jadi better person. bukan nya lari dr masalah, karena itu ga bakal menyelesaikan masalah, klo ak lari, seumur hidup ak bakal di cap sebagai pengecut. dan ak bukan pengecut. mungkin ini saat nya buat mempraktekan apa yg dibilang WWJD. What Would Jesus Do. kira2 apa yg bakal Yesus lakuin jika Dia ada di posisiku sekarang? mungkin Dia justru akan mengasihi orang2 yg membenci Dia. iya kan? jd itu yg harus ak lakuin. ak harus mengasihi musuhku. iya, pasti nya itu susah bgt. tp klo ak punya Yesus, apa si yg mustahil?

Yesus Kaulah pembelaku
pada siapa aku harus takut?
Yesus Kau perlindunganku
ku tak gentar menghadapi musuh
sekarang tegaklah kepalaku
hadapi lawanku
yang berada disekelilingku
dan mulutku memuji
bermazmur bagimu
bersorak bagi kebesaranMu

LuV mE mORe...

right now, i wanna tell you about my boyfriend... uhm, he is cute (i'm serious! he is so damn cute!) and he loves me. oh, you probably will ask me "how can you know? you even never meet him!" yea, that's right. i never meet him, and that's must be so strange for some people.
you can laugh at me, but i can feel it... in his voice, and trough his messages. the only things i wonder is... i love him, but not much. LoL. this is not the kind of joke i tell you, well... sometimes i imagine, how if he is really the one i will spend my entire life with? actually, i can't understand what i feeling about him. it's not like the other love i have feel, i don't feel so crush, or my heart didn't beat up so fast. all i feel is just a comfort... a comfort to know that there is someone out there who really loves me.
but... one night, when i was sick, he called me and he said he's so sorry coz he can't being here with me. and guess what, i cried. i cried thinking why we are so far away. and the only thing remains in my head is Daniel Bedingfield song, if you're not the one. LoL
so, is my boy really the one for me? hmm.. let time answer it.