Happiness

Dua hari ini ak lg hepi.. kek bakal ada sesuatu yg bakal terjadi. Tp apa yah??? Aneh nya sepupu ku malah bilang dia lg ada bad feeling... nah loh.. kok isa bertentangan gini siy? Ak na good feeling, dia nya bad feeling.
Wah sebener na ak g tau mao nulis apa di blog, cuman yah buat ngisi2 waktu ajah, abis lg bosen lg nungguin Kishidou g dateng2... hum... let's talk about... happiness.
Happiness, is it just a human feelings that nobody can describe how it feels actually. Sama ajah kek feeling2 yang laen. Such as love, anger, sadness, ect ect. How can we know if we feel happy? Maybe we feel happy klo kesandung duit sekoper, atau menang undian semilyar, atau katakanlah cinta kita diterima sama org yang dari dulu kita kejar2. Hehe.
Is that happy means?
Actually, we can choose to be happy, or to be NOT happy. How come? I mean.. look at us... Kita adalah tokoh utama dalam cerita kita masing2, dan orang2 disekitar kita adalah pemeran pembantu; padahal kalo kita pikir, mereka juga adalah tokoh utama, tentu saja dalam cerita (baca : hidup) mereka sendiri.
Kita bangun pagi tadi, kita ada disini, mungkin baca tulisan ini, kita masih bernafas, itu adalah suatu ANUGERAH. Is that rite? Walau pun setiap manusia pasti lah punya masalah. Bahkan banyak yang masalah na semakin banyak begitu memasuki tahun 2007 ini. But hey, look... we're still alive, we can still breathe the fresh air, we still can feel so much feelings.
Don't you think that YOU ARE BLESSED?
Iya, ak ga muna. Tetep ajah, ak suka menggerutu, marah2, dan merasa g puas atas ak apa adanya, atau feeling desperate with my problems. Tapi, bukankah kita masi bisa menyelesaikan masalah itu? Setiap masalah, apapun itu kan pasti ada jalan keluarnya. So why not smile and try to enjoy your day? Take a deep breath.. and let you think positive... =)
We may have a big big problem. But why not try to say "Thanks God" and just believe... you will feel MUCH MUCH BETTER.

ToDaY...

Hari ini ujian DBMS, setelah dengan sukses belajar selama setengah jam, dan 2 setengah jam laen nya untuk bobo siang, maka bisa dipastikan banyak yg g tau pas ujian. Hehe... sukur deh ada yg nyantel satu dua di otak, yah asal g sampe her ajah.. kan males bgt tuh...
Besok tinggal ujian hari terakhir,... akuntansi! OMG... semoga ga kek ujian UTS kemaren, yg bener ajah, ak ngerasa isa ngerjain gitu ternyata dapet na D..!! What a shame.... :(
Yang bikin parah na, UTS kemaren ternyata banyak bgt jawaban ku yg ga kebaca OCR, berhubung ujian na pake LJK. Entah apa yg salah, ak yg g isa mbulet2 in atau pensil ku, gara2 ak pake Faber Castell.. hiks hiks... Just pray ujian sekarang bakal lebih baek dr ujian kemaren. Kan isa gawat klu IP ku g sampe 2,75?! Ah.. ak si positif aja isa dapet IP 3 lebih, hihi...
Nah, forget about exams.... Ayo cerita yg seneng2 ajah... gini gini.. abis ujian kan libur sebulan lebih neh... yg pasti isa santai2 di rumah, hihi.. maen suikoden sampe tamat.. target ku mah namatin suikoden V sama mo maen suikoden 3. Trs penasaran ma harvest moon, sama playboy mansion.. haha... vocation... please come soon...!!! ^_^
dah ah.... mo chat dulu ma anak2... :D

Wad Is "The Wedding" Mean?

Ehm, banyak orang takut dengan yg nama nya komitmen, dan komitmen diatas segala komitmen adalah merit alias nikah. What's the reason behind marriage? Jawaban yang langsung ada di pikiran adalah "cinta" but hey.. that's too abstract, isn't it?
Gimana klu feeling? When your feeling says you wants marry this someone, than marry him/her. Hehe... gampang na si gitu... tp apa si logika nya di balik org merit ituh? Let me try to write it here...

Menikah itu seperti bermain kaki tiga.
Itu lho, permainan jaman 17 Agustusan ketika kita harus memilih partner yang kaki sebelahnya diikat ke salah satu kaki kita dan berdua musti mencoba berlari sama-sama, sambil nahan malu
dan berusaha nggak jatuh di tengah- tengah ibu-ibu satu RT yang histeris.

It's like the game in the sense that your partner and you understand each other perfectly where to go.

Your partner and you understand that you need to walk together without anyone left behind, dragged behind, tailed behind, or holding you from behind. You know that you need to harmonize your path together.

Your partner and you agree on how tight the rope should be tying your legs together, either loose, considerably tight, or barely feel it; and understand that the rope is there not to keep either of you from doing something else, but to give you a chance to do it together and win the day.

Last but not least, both of you agree that when something got rough, blaming the other for falling down will not do any good. Picking up the other's shoulder and support him/her to keep on walking is the only way to get to the finish line.


source at friendster bulbo by my friend

Paris Hilton

Many people may hate her.
Some call her a slut.
But i call her... "a nice bitch"

I Luv Paris
Haha, bukan berarti ak lesbi atau apa, tapi.. Paris bener2 keren..
Wanna know why??
All the worlds may hate her, but she keeps smiling.
Isn't that cool?

Dia jd seorang yg kontroversial setelah kemunculan "perdana" film biru nya dengan Rick Salomon.
Singkat kata, banyak yg ga suka sama dia, banyak yg ngejelek-jelekin dia. Hampir semua berita2 mengenai Paris Hilton tuh berita yg ga sedap.
Banyak org mencibir saat Paris berencana mengeluarkan album perdana nya dia "PARIS" dengan singel "Stars Are Blind". And guess what? Album itu meledak dipasaran. Bahkan lagu Stars Are Blind nya Paris pernah ak jadiin lagu kebangsaan ku, hehe.

Belum lagi acara "Simple Life" yang dia pandu bersama Nicole Richie. Acara itu buat ku pribadi keren banget. Bikin tambah semangat, hehehe.
Satu kalimat khas Paris yg sering muncul di acara itu,
"I love you bitch.."
Tau ga yg bikin ak semangat klu abis nonton Simple Life? Abis di acara situ, keliatan bgt kalau Paris dan Nicole bener2 tau cara nya menikmati hidup. Itu yg bikin ak terkesan, yg ngebikin ak pengen untuk menikmati hidup ini, just like Paris and Nicole did.

So Paris, please keep glowing because you still have a big fan, like me..!

4 months with Kishidou

Yeph.. hari ini ak pas 4 bulan sama Kishidou.. g rasa juga.. =)
Happy? Yea i am.. tp hari ini bener2 cape.... kek na lebih enak klu ak cerita dr kejadian kemaren siang deh ya.. gini, kishidou bilang ada yg mo di omongin, ak jd penasaran kan ada apa. tp dia g mo kasi tau akhirnya ya udah ak kesana malem nya, trs ak tanya mo omg apa. dia blng, dia mo tanya2 ma ak, ak tambah penasaran...
trs akhirnya dia tanya, yah intinya, dia tau klu ak tuh selama ini suka ngerokok diem2... well, guilty banget sih, tp suer, akhir2 ini tuh ak uda jarang bgt ngerokok. yah, then i promise him klu ak g bakal ngerokok lagi. dan ak sungguh2 kok sama janji ku. ak g akan ngerokok lagi.
trs, abis itu, dia tanya lagi... yg ini bener2 bkn ak shock... dia tanya... "sebelom na dah pernah ML blm?" gubrak. beneran ak kaget banget... dia g mikir klu ak ini "ce gampangan" kan??? itu satu2 nya yg ada di pikiran ku. trs ak kasi tau dia, klu jangankan ML, first kiss ku ajah sama dia. gimana mau ML sama org laen coba?? kek g tau aja klu cerita cintaku selalu berakhir tragis, hehe..
mmmmmm....
trs ak ganti tanya, klu dirinya pernah ga sebelom na? dia jawab... "pernah". gubrak dua kali. sampe disitu ak brenti tanya2, plis deh, ngebayangin dia ma ce laen ajah dah bkn ak sakit setengah mati... ak jd tau bener dah perasaan nya kaoru sama tomoe, atau kagome sama kikyo... huhuhu, sakit sih, but he's mine rite now ya kann???
trs,... yg bkn ak sedih bgt kemaren malem... ak tanya ma dia emg bibir ku keliatan item bgt? coz sebelom na dia blng bibir ku tambah item.. duh, dia jawab "iya". bener dah, pas dia jawab itu rasa na sakiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit bgt.... maksud ku... ak g ngerasa kok klu bibir ku segitu item na.. org ak ngerokok aja jarang2 kann??
trs ak otomatis jd manyun gt, pas dia tanya ada apa, ak jawab aja klu ak sebel abis kek na ak jd jelek bgt.. yg ada dipikiran ku pas itu sih ak pengen dia blng ak g jelek, ak pengen dia blng ak cantik... just like the others girl will think too.. tp dia malah blng gini,
"lho kok jelek sih? klo jelek kan ya ak g sayang? lha karena ak sayang makanya ak ngomong gini"
and akhirnya.. ak pulang, ngerasa klu diri ku ini paliiiiinngggg jelek... abis percuma kan klu org laen muji2 ak blng ak cantik tp co ku ndiri g pernah blng ak cantik???? ok.... nulis blog ini aja bkn ak sedih lagi.. =( tapi...... ak pengen cerita biar lega...
di rumah nya, ak sms kishidou, ak blng "klu ak berubah jd jelek, will you still love me?" tau jawaban nya? kata nya "i luv you bkn karena cantik, i luv you becoz the way you love me. that made me luv you" ok ok, ak tau itu jawaban yang "memuaskan" but still... ak kan pengen dibilang cantik sama co ku sendiri,...!!!
hhhhhhhhhhhh............. ambil nafas dulu...............
pokok na,... ak bertekad.. i wanna be a beautiful girl... for my bf, td malem ak mikir, ak harus berubah jd secantik apa sih biar dia bisa bener2 blng klu ak cantik??? i know it's not about outer appereance krn itu isa ilang. tp ttp aja kan... u girls pasti tau lah perasaan ku...
i just wanna be perfect for him...
trs hari ini, hasil ujian UTS ku keluar... en jujur, ak g puas, bener2 g puas, bayangin ajah akuntansi ak isa dpt D... wew... padahal rasa nya ak isa ngerjain semua?? emg si ada yg dpt A, tp kan cuma satu mata kuliah, yg gampang lagi. makanya ak bener2 g puas. pokok na di smstr 2 ak mau bener2 belajar..!!
td siang bener na ak sampe mikir... ak dah ga kuat lagi, td malem not such a good nite, dan siang na ak dibikin tambah sebel.. mana dr kul ak langsung kerja lagi.. cape banget.. ya sampe sekarang ini.... :(

tp, above it all... i must still gave thanks to God... rite? at least, nothing change. i still have kishidou, i still have ppl luvs me... and most of all, i have Jesus with me. oh ya, satu ak lom cerita.. td malem jg ada kok kejadian yg bkn ak bahagia juga.. pertanyaan keempat na kishidou. dia blng pertanyaan na si buat setaon lagi, tp ak blng sekarang aja tanya nya, tar ak jawab na setaon lagi. hihi. and yea, as you can guess, he asks me "would you marry me?"
hahahaha.. can't believe that actually,.. lol.
ah, tar malem bentar lg jg dia mo kesini, jemput ak soal na td motor ku dibawa sama kishidou...
sekarang.. ak dah lega dah curhat di blog.. trs hal terakhir yg pengen ak bilang.. "maybe sometimes i feel so down. but i know that You are always with me... thank you Jesus..."

Cape de.......!!!!!!

Aih aih,... cape bgt hari ini.. suer suer.... td abis latian band.. latian nya si fun2 ajah, enak malahan, cuman ya itu, langsung brangkat kerja jd ne cape bgt.
Btw, bsk ak bakal manggung tanggal 22, duh deg2 an deh.. cuman ya udah jalanin aja kali yah :P trs juga uda nemu lagu2 keren.. salah satu nya ak bakal nyanyi lagu nya Audy yg "arti hadirmu"

keren loh lirik na..

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Malam telan cahaya, tak mengapa asal kau sinari cintamu.
Mimpi buruk menyapa, tak mengapa asal kau ada dipelukku.
Tak pernah berjumpa, tak mengapa asal kau ada dikhayalku.

Segala bujuk rayumu buat sejuta ragu.
Jantungku pun memacu...

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Stay The Same

i think... this lyrics motivate me.... kinda like that ^^


Don't you ever wish
You were someone else
You were meant to be
The way you are exactly
Don't you ever say
You don't like the way you are
When you learn to love yourself
You're better off by far
And I hope you always stay the same
'Cause there's nothing 'bout you I would change

I think that you could be
Whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize
All the dreams you have inside
Don't be afraid
If you've got something to say
Just open up your heart
And let it show you the way

Believe in yourself
Reach down inside
The love you find will set you free
Believe in yourself
You will come alive
Have faith in what you do
You'll make it through

Don't change...

Brown Eyes

Umm... tadi na ini mau ak taro di Morning View, tp ga jadi ah.. maluw... hehehe...
anggep aja ini buat lagu "2 months anniversary" atau klo kata kishidou.. hari totemo ashiteimasu... hehe.. looph u hun...

Remember the first day when I saw your face?
Remember the first day when you smiled at me?
You stepped to me, and then you said to me,
I was the woman you dreamed about.
Remember the first day when you called my house?
Remember the first day when you took me out?
We had butterflies although we tried to hide it,
And we both had a beautiful night.

The way we held each other's hand,
The way we talked, the way we laughed,
It felt so good to find true love
I knew right then and there you were the one

I know that he loves me, cause he told me so
I know that he loves me, cause his feelings show
When he stares at me, you see he cares for me
You see how he is so deep in love
I know that he loves me cause it's obvious
I know that he loves me cause it's me he trusts
And he's missing me, if he's not kissing me
And when he looks at me his brown eyes tell his soul

Remember the first day, the first day we kissed?
Remember the first day we had an arguement?
We apologized, and then we compromised
And we haven't argued since
Remember the first day we stopped playing games?
Remember the first day you fell in love with me?
It felt so good for you to say those words
Cause I felt the same way too

The way we held each other's hand,
The way we talked, the way we laughed
It felt soo good to fall in love
And I knew right then and there you were the one

I'm so happy, so happy that you're in my life
And baby now that you're a part of me
You showed me,
Showed me the true meaning of love
And I know he loves me

When Dreams Become Reality

Hari Jumat kemaren, akhirnya, ak ketemu sama Kishidou di Kediri... haha, ak mau cerita dari awal, tadinya deg2 an loh pas nungguin dia di stasiun, tegang bgt deh...........!!

Yah,....... pokok nya we have a wonderful time together..........
Dan hari ini, tadi pagi, Kishidou balik ke Malang. Ak ga tau kenapa, tp ak bener2 ngerasa sediiiiiiiiihhhhhhhhh bgt, ak ga mau Kishidou pergi, ga mau........ Rasanya ak ga rela klo kita cuma ketemu di YM lagi kyk dulu....

Tadinya, Kishidou sebelom ak ketemu dia, cuma di YM, isa ngebuat ak sayang ama dia walau cuma via cyber, dan sekarang, setelah ak bener2 ketemu dia, setelah ak bener2 tau klo dia "real" ak jadi makin susah buat ngelepasin dia, i mean.......... rasanya beda bgt...... beda bgt......

Dia cuma balik ke malang, bukan berarti ak ga isa ketemu dia lagi.... tp ttp aja rasanya bener2 gimanaaaaaaaaaa gt.............. huehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I know that you can hear the rythm of the rain
although we're miles apart I know you feel my pain
I try to be so strong
I try to carry on
but since you left the sun don't seems to shine

My tears are falling on the words you wrote to me
I wish that somehow they could take me where I wanna be
it seems so long ago, you held me when I cried
for now I just pretend you're by my side

Everything that I touch turns to blue
when I'm living in a world without you
I'm going crazy baby I am missing you
Can't imagine all I go through
when I'm living in a world without you
I'm not alone I know that you can feel it too

So Close

Td malem, jose sms aku.... dia bilang "ak kangen bgt sama km". Hueks!! Plis deh, dan sms itu ga ak balesin. Yang bener aja deh, dia uda nyakitin ak sebegitu nya, trus dng enak nya dia bilang kyk gitu???

"You were everything that i wanted,
we are meant to be, supposed to be..
but we lost it..
and all of the memories so close to me just fade away.."

Sekarang gini, klo ak, uda cinta sama co,
i can give him everything...
tapi, dia malah nyia-nyiain itu.
Dan sekarang, udah terlambat untuk kata maaf

Lagian, I have Kishidou now right?
He is everything that i can expected
Who's the one who besides me when i am scared and when i need someone?
Kishidou... bukan Jose
Jadi, jawaban ku ke Jose udah jelas kan...?
Kishidou, klo kishidou baca ini.... just trust me, that my love is only for you right now. And no one can compare it, termasuk Jose...
Jose udah nyakitin hatiku, tapi Kishidou udah nyembuhin luka itu...
I just love you... the only one... trust me.

At first I was afraid I was petrified
I kept thinking I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you've done me wrong and I grew strong
I learned how to get along
And so you're back from outer space
I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my fucking lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second you'd be back to bother me
Oh now go, walk out the door
Just turn around
Now, you're not welcome anymore
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble?
Did you think I'd lay down and die?
Oh not I, I will survive
As Long as I know how to love,
I know I'll be alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
I will survive,
I will survive

It took all the strength I had just not to fall apart
I'm trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry,
But now I hold my head up high
And you see me with somebody new
I'm not that stupid little person still in love with you
And so you thought you'd just drop by
And you expect me to be free
But now I'm saving all my lovin'
For someone who's lovin' me

Another Quiz ;)

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HoTTie.... geezzzz

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Am I a Good Girl?? Tee-Hee (wink~~)

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Tired

I dunno....
Kyk nya ak mulai ngerasa cape plus jenuh sama hari2 ini,
semua nya sama aja..
pagi kuliah, sore kerja....
akhir2 ini ak sering mikir
"whoa! uda pagi lagi!"

Mungkin ak cuma terlalu cape...
sama kerjaan ini?
Thx God besok hari terakhir kuliah,
mungkin liburan ini...
akhirnya...
i can take a rest...
(walopun masi kerja >.<)

One Month

Hari ini tanggal 10 Oktober 2006... haha, hari ini... pas sebulan ak "jadian" sama kishidou.
Tadi nya, ak pikir dia ga inget, tp ternyata... dia inget! kishidou bilang hari ini hari "totemo aishiteimasu" heuheuheuehue... geli sendiri pas dia omg itu. tp, jelas, ak happy bgt...
i mean, seberapa banyak sih co yg inget tanggal jadian? apalagi cuma sebulan?? aihh.........

Kishidou.... bener2 baek. It's really like my dreams come true..

It's like he come stepped out from my dream

he cares me much, he know me so good, bahkan dia bener2 bakal dateng ke pwt buat ketemu ak.
i mean, for me he's really perfect..........

what i could ask for more??

ak jg inget, dulu bgt ak pernah mimpiin pangeran ku. He said.. "wait a moment.. tunggu sampai kamu 17 tahun"
yah ak ga inget bgt yg dimaksud sama "my soulmate in my dream" itu, waktu ak 17 tahun atau dia 17 tahun?
hey, bentar lagi ultah ku yg ke 18.. brarti waktu ketemu kishidou ak masih 17 kan??
owh... iya ak ngaku, emg semua co yg pacaran sama ak setahun ini semua nya bikin ak bertanya dlm hati, "could he is the one for me?"

trus gimana dengan kishidou ya?
could he be the one?

Right now, i just feel so happy.... and i hope that this feeling will last eternally...
I hope...

Who Am I?

Actually, who is me?
And what's people looks in me?
Is there someone who really loves me?
Someone who really cares me?

People may judged me wrong
But i don't care
They don't know me
They don't know the real me

I live my own life
This is my prerogative
I think i'm big enough to take
my own decisions and my own way

A Letter To Kishidou

Dear Kishidou,
i dunno when will you read this letter, or will i tell you or not that i write this for you.. :)
but i wanna write here all things that i can't tell you directly.
you know, that i have loved you... much. yes, i do.

but.... i can't help myself to afraid.. yes afraid that you will broke my heart.. like the other guys did. geez, you can say i'm paranoid or what... :-S but right now, i already feel that i love you much, ergh, nda tau lah cara omg nya yg bener gimana, but i just hope that you can understand what i feel now. mungkin juga ini yg nama nya trauma? wew, ak juga nda tau.... i can feel your love, yes i can... but i still afraid, coz jose was loved me too, tp ternyata he is just a jerk. ak takut klo feeling ku ini salah... kishidou, can u understand me?
trus juga, ak juga pengen omong, klo ak tuh ya gini apa ada nya, and i hope u can accept me just the way i am... ak yg kadang suka manja, egois, atau cengeng. tp ak juga isa kok jd dewasa, hehe... i'm trying to give you the best i can in me... :) yahh, it's me the way i am... i wonder what do u think about me?
Kishidou, sometimes i feel so glad to have you. abis kishidou tuh bnr2 gimana yah,. baek bgt... ak bener2 jd terharu, coz ga banyak ak nemuin co yg kyk gt ke ak... bener2 udah kyk lagu nya paris hilton,... "i don't mind spending some time just hanging here with you.... coz i don't find too many guys that treat me like you.......... baby you see the real me inside, and i'm satisfied...." :P
hemm... yah, at least ak cuma bisa bilang " i love you, and i hope you love me just the way i am, and that you won't break my heart again." yah yg ak maksud di sini yg bener2 break my heart yah, bukan cuma yg tengkar2 kecil, bukan nya wajar klo bertengkar sekali2, hehe... maksud ku disini break my heart yg bener2 nonjok... yah , tau lah, yg kayak jose lakuin..... :(
ummm......... ya udah deh, segini ajah... :)


XOXO, Mytha -- Oujo

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Kishidou, ehehehehe....

Um...................... bener2 ga nyangka klo sekarang ak isa jadian ama kk mikuru, suer ga nyangka. apalagi pas maren minggu dia nanya "sapa yg kamu sukai?" wew, i blush in front of pc... geez...
hehehehehe. and getting more blush when he said "totemo aishiteimasu" aih aih.... :">
trus juga pas maren dia nanya2 sama kk aira, owh, it made me so happy, becoz that means he cares me right? sempet deg2 an bgt waktu nanya ma dia, sebener nya ak nih apanya km? duh seneng bgt pas dia jawab pacar.
and he calls me oujo that means princess and i calls him kishidou that means knight. ok, it reminds me with supernova novel, ksatria putri dan bintang jatuh, hahahaha. hey, it's like my dreams come true. iya, dr dulu jaman sd kan ak suka mimpi2 gt klo someday someone will makes me his princess. hahahahahaha.
klo kishidou baca ini juga gpp kok, coz kadang hal2 yg ak tulis di sini adalah hal2 yg ga isa ak ungkapin langsung... :) yah, i just want him to know that i'm happy to have him in my life now..

Promise Ring

Kisah sepasang cincin.
ak pernah punya sahabat, yg ak pikir dia adalah soul mate ku, tp ternyata dia ilang tanpa jejak.
padahal ak udah beli hadiah ultah nya.. sepasang cincin yg klo disatuin bakal jd bentuk hati.
sempet juga mikir mau kasih ke Jose, tp untung nya Tuhan udah menyadarkan ak duluan klo Jose itu brengsek.
Sekarang, cincin itu masih tersimpan rapi di lemari ku. dan ak bakal kasih cincin itu, buat someone yg bener2 bakal cinta sama ak, yg ga munafik, yg ak yakin murni en tulus sayang sama ak. sekarang ak cuma bakal nunggu, sampai someone itu dateng..... :)