Showing posts with label daily journal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label daily journal. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Dreams

Cause baby 
anywhere the wind blows
I will follow you
It seems
That in my life
I still believe in dreams
Where you are is where I'll be
It's all that really matters to me
( John Waite - In Dreams )


Never mind what people say,
hold your head high and turn away
With all my hopes and dreams
I will believe, even though it seems far from me
I won’t give up I'll keep it up, and look into the sky
I will achieve
On my knees I will always believe
( Yolanda Adams - I Believe )


Akhir2 ini ak aneh mungkin... Abis na, ak tau2 aja mbayangin gimana yah klu bsk ak merit, atau yah.. live together with my love lah..
Tadi aja, liat buku2 resep, jd pengen banget belajar masak, belajar bikin kue, cookies, macem2, jd isa masakin suamiku. Hehe.. tu kan, you may think that i'm completely strange,.. tapi.. punya mimpi itu sah-sah aja kan?
Nah,.. temen ku tadi langsung bilang "plis deh ah, you're just 18.., can you please thinking about anything else? except marriage??"
well hello?? is that wrong? to have dreams like that??? Emg na pikiran ku ketuaan yah dibanding anak2 seumurku? well, tmen ku aja udah ada yg merit, lg hamil, atau bahkan dah pny anak. So is that wrong just to have a dream?
Dreams are dreams, and org berhak dong bermimpi.. iya kan? Sebenr na,, ak si gak peduli orang mau omg apa.. i just will enjoy my life.. whether is's single life, or even marriage life :) mama ku aja nikah umur 17 dan diumur 18, kek ak sekarang, yang mo 19, dia dah pny anak ak, anak umur 2 taon. Nah loh.. keturunan kali yah?? hehehehe.. klu ini si tambah ngaco deh ak... :P

However.. today is 10 Months Anniversary with my luvly hunny... i really wants to enjoy this moment, even if maybe.. kedepan nya kita mungkin bakal banyak rintangan juga.. tp ak yakin kok .. ak ma dia bakal baek2 aja... :) we have God, we have love, and i'm sure we'll be fine..

Thursday, June 28, 2007

can you see that you are the owner of my heart?

At this time, i miss my hunny so so so much... somehow i think how can i live without him? how can i survive? kadang2 sampe2 mikir, apa ak ne yah yg terlalu kek gini? is he feels the same way? abis na setiap dia ngasi offline message kok singkat2 bgt.. tapi tapi tapi... setelah dipikir2 lagi.. ya itulah dia, ya itu hunnyku tersayang.. halah halah...
tp iya kok.. mungkin ja dia emg susah buat ngungkapin na lwt kata2 atau gimana, tp yg lebih penting buat ak kan bukti na, maksud na dr sikap na, from his body language i know him, i can see him trough his heart... hmm... jd inget, pertama naek kereta ma dia pas sek-sek an banget waktu itu abis lebaran, but he treats me so sweet. I mean, i really know and i really can feel that this guy can protect me, no matter what happen, that how i feel, klu inget itu sekarang, jd senyum2 sendiri, trs ujung2 nya jd tambah kangen.. uda hampir sebulan kan ga ketemu.. tp bsk mo janjian maen seal bareng, asik asik, uda kangen banget soal na..
duh tu kan, mungkin ak yg terlalu berlebihan atau gimana? somebody please tell me...??

Thursday, January 25, 2007

ToDaY...

Hari ini ujian DBMS, setelah dengan sukses belajar selama setengah jam, dan 2 setengah jam laen nya untuk bobo siang, maka bisa dipastikan banyak yg g tau pas ujian. Hehe... sukur deh ada yg nyantel satu dua di otak, yah asal g sampe her ajah.. kan males bgt tuh...
Besok tinggal ujian hari terakhir,... akuntansi! OMG... semoga ga kek ujian UTS kemaren, yg bener ajah, ak ngerasa isa ngerjain gitu ternyata dapet na D..!! What a shame.... :(
Yang bikin parah na, UTS kemaren ternyata banyak bgt jawaban ku yg ga kebaca OCR, berhubung ujian na pake LJK. Entah apa yg salah, ak yg g isa mbulet2 in atau pensil ku, gara2 ak pake Faber Castell.. hiks hiks... Just pray ujian sekarang bakal lebih baek dr ujian kemaren. Kan isa gawat klu IP ku g sampe 2,75?! Ah.. ak si positif aja isa dapet IP 3 lebih, hihi...
Nah, forget about exams.... Ayo cerita yg seneng2 ajah... gini gini.. abis ujian kan libur sebulan lebih neh... yg pasti isa santai2 di rumah, hihi.. maen suikoden sampe tamat.. target ku mah namatin suikoden V sama mo maen suikoden 3. Trs penasaran ma harvest moon, sama playboy mansion.. haha... vocation... please come soon...!!! ^_^
dah ah.... mo chat dulu ma anak2... :D